i miss you so much Caleb. I really wish that I didn't fuck things up between us because maybe things could have been different. It just sucks that we're not as close as we used to be, and we hardly even talk anymore. I miss the memories and the fun times, and how we could be complete dicks around each other. i still think that you're perfect, and I still think of you as one of my best friends. I just want you to be happy. I love you.
well i probably really miss you too and you should really mail me :/